Expectations.

I think one of the things I'm finding hardest about my situation is that everyone keeps telling me their expectations of me, telling me not to let them down, making me feel so guilty that I am letting them down.

Feels like I'm being put through a manual juicer.

I really want to just give up, but nope can't do that, too many people counting on me.
Should just get their own lives and not count on someone who'll inevitably let them down.