Monday, 27 October 2008
A bit of vulnerability.
I'm going to be honest here, I don't believe I can manage on this course. Here's the situation, I'm not even 2 months in, and I'm already so far behind with, well, everything that I just can't keep myself from crying whilst sat on the train which thankfully isn't particularly busy at the minute. I just don't get it, WHY does the process of being organised enough to keep my head above water and coping not happen for me? WHY does the process of writing 800 words break me to tears? And why, no matter how hard I try, can I not keep myself from being reminded of what happened the last time I was in this situation? I'm really scared here. I don't want to go through this again. Please pray for me.
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Hey Adam!
How'd you mean Your behind? I've only done one journal! :S I'm sure your not more behind than that! lol
Hope your ok mate! You're a great guy and if God called you to do this course then cling to God and trust that he'll help/carry you through it! x
Hi Rolan.
I know exactly what your going through. well maybe not exactly but almost exactly. i had the same thing when i was goin through my A levels. be sure that God has called you to do this otherwise he wouldnt have let you get the place on the course. He will equip you for it if you just ask and believe! (easier said than done i know) hang in there!x
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